mmm hello tumblr, i haven’t actually written anything worth reading lately. But i feel the need to vent, I’ve been thinking lately about my life, a lot. I’m starting realize that all my fellow classmates are leaving and starting a true college life, it was my choice to decide to stay home but it’s just starting to seem so lonely. I wish you all the VERY best of luck <3.
I’m starting realize that i don’t have many friends, HA. that sounds kind of funny when you say it. but I mean it is very true. I haven’t gone out with a group of close friends in a while, i have the people that matter to me, boyfriend, bestfriend, and than i have my family. they really are all i ever need in this world.
I need to start setting goals for myself, and i guess goal #1 is to find out who i really am. i need to look deep inside myself to find that though and honestly i feel as though i haven’t had the time to do that, upsetting.
okay, i’m done having a pitty-party for myself.
Yeah she writes you in as just one more tale
and then you’re gone
‘Cause she once fell hard ‘cause she dropped her guard
And no one gets to stay it’s just too late” —Eli Young Band (via ericaalee)
my life is a joke. we would freaking see mrs. allen at panera, when we were just talking about her. ahahah maria <3
Dear Katy Barry,
im so totally going to miss you and our panera dates, every single part of them, from the rediculous texts we both recieve from clay, mark not knowing who i am, the fact that panera has really horrible free wi-fi, and the people we talk about magically show up…
Have fun in Salsbury! i’m gonna miss yewwww :(
Finally, PJ and me are offfical!
SO happy that i feel the need to make a 2 layered fun-fetti cake, with homemade butter cream frosting, yes? perfection.
maria brigandi stole my shirt.
and I painted her room.
I did what I did tonight because I had to do it. There was no other way except for me trying to do the right thing. Of course, the right things I do tend to backfire on me leaving me broken in more pieces than when i first started. I am like glass, I tend to break, but when you try to break me I stand unharmed. But at the end of the day, the pieces tend to be everywhere, even in the smallest of shreds.
I need you like water in my lungs.
This is the end.” —Brand New <3