February 2011
38 posts
“Can I save you from you. cause you know there’s something missing
and that...”
– Someone save me from me, cause i need it.
don't you worry your pretty little mind, people...
you. make. me. so. incredibly:
happy.
sad.
excited.
uncontrollable.
in-love.
head over heels.
silly.
smiling.
heartbroken.
I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU.
BackBoneee.
I have always been one to be alone. and recently i have realized how people come and go in my life..i meet someone, and i fall in complete and total happiness for an amount of time, they become my backbone . I have lost not one, but two of my so called backbones. And i’m starting to believe that is why i’m so lost lately. I told you everything, both of you, and now that the one that...
i haven't written in a while,
so i am going to write. write all of my expressions and leave them on the page. for once i don’t know where to start so i apologize of this post doesn’t seem to make much sense. the past couple days have been eventful, truly. Valentines day was spent with my girls, at practice. well cause i love them ze most. tuesday was normal, watched the kids, and wednesday was a loverly day at...
Valentine's Day.
It’s February 14th, Valentines Day. 18years and i’ve been valentine-less. Here’s how Itruely feel. Valentines day was a holiday created by Hallmark, its a day made for LOVE. Its pretty pathetic that the calendar has to say this in order for boyfriends and girlfriends and spouses to actually act like they are together. Its a day of bullshit. Its a day where restaurants make there...
“Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring
And half of...”
– John Mayer man of mahh dreams.
i’ve always had feelings for you, they’ve always been shoved, to the backest most furthest spot in my mind away from everything else. but everytime i talk to you, even for a moment. they come back. oh dear goodness. what to do what to dooo.
“”she’s standing tall, she’s got it all, shes got the world at...”
here. we. go.
i consider you someone so close to me, so incredibly close to me actually. i could honestly consider you my bestfriend, and the thing is. i did consider you my bestfriend. but you’ve fucked me harder then anyone has ever actually fucked you. peace out girl scout. this friendships over.
end it.
i never thought i would be so excited to see a text from you; i did a double take on my phone and was even happy with what you said to me. You want it to be over just as badly as i do. and thank god. because its way past time. i wont forget getting high and hooking up but thats all done now. the things that i have that represent you are nothing but useless to me. i will give you back your life if...
“I don’t know what I want, so don’t ask me. Cause I’m still...”
“Life Is A Shipwreck, But we must
not forget to sing in the life boats” -...”
Because,
in the midst of all this confusion; that is when i believe you find great happiness <3 and for that reason, i am happy <3
Ice Ice Babyyy,
I would honestly like to thank the ice and snow for running my 2nd semester of college, only going tuesdays & thursdays has greatly impacted my school schedule since i’ve only had one class :) i can’t be sad about that. But i will say that snow it starting to get to me, i miss the warm weather and the sunshine. i miss being able to have my friends over to lay by the pool and soak...
30165.) Sometimes I wonder if life is...
themusiclibrary:
So Bad - Making April
Hate to be honest,
BUT, you’re kinda a stupid fucking bitch.
